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I moved

2006-03-17T12:03:00.002+07:00

Hey I have moved my blog to

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See ya

Paul

I moved

2006-03-17T12:03:00.001+07:00

Hey I have moved my blog to

http://spaces.msn.com/paulliveblog

See ya

Paul

I moved

2006-03-17T12:03:00.000+07:00

Hey I have moved my blog to

http://spaces.msn.com/paulliveblog

See ya

Paul

Bangkok 100 Rock Festival

2006-03-03T15:31:00.000+07:00

Hear You Me-- Love Song For No One

2006-01-29T13:38:00.000+07:00

Hear You Me ,
Jimmy Eat World

There's no one in town I know

You gave us some place to go.

I never said thank you for that.

I thought I might get one more chance.

What would you think of me now, so lucky, so strong, so proud?

I never said thank you for that,

now I'll never have a chance.

May angels lead you in.

Hear you me my friends.

On sleepless roads the sleepless go.

May angels lead you in.

So what would you think of me now, so lucky, so strong, so proud?

I never said thank you for that, now I'll never have a chance.

May angels lead you in.

Hear you me my friends.

On sleepless roads the sleepless go.

May angels lead you in. May angels lead you in.

May angels lead you in.

And if you were with me tonight,

I'd sing to you just one more time.

A song for a heart so big, god wouldn't let it live.

May angels lead you in.

Hear you me my friends.

On sleepless roads the sleepless go.

May angels lead you in. May angels lead you in.

Hear you me my friends.

On sleepless roads the sleepless go.

May angels lead you in. May angels lead you in.

Febuary of Fun

2006-01-17T17:23:00.000+07:00

It's clearly now that I won't have any one on Valentine Day (as usual or again) but I got something more than that.

"Bangkok 100 Rock Festival 2006"

Venue :Lakeside Muangthontani
Show Date: 18th -19th February 2006
Door Open: 14.30 hrs.
Show Start: 04.30 - 12.00 hrs.

Prices :One Day Pass 3,000 Baht 2,000 Baht 1,000 Baht

Two Days Pass 5,000 Baht 3,500 Baht 1,700 Baht

Schedule
DAY I
Oasis Franz Ferdinand Ian Brown dEUS

Thai Artist Flure / Ebola / Modern Dog

DAY II
StereophonicsPlacebo Snow Patrol Maximo Park

Thai Artist Bodyslam / Big Ass

50 CENT and FORT MINOR featuring Mike Shinoda LIVE IN BANGKOK

Venue :Active Square - Muangthongthani
Show Date: Sunday 26th February 2006
Door Open: 04.00 PM.
Show Start: 06.00 PM.

Prices : 2,500 Baht 1,500 Baht 1,000 Baht 600 Baht

So, hurry up--chose one or both and join me :P

Dear aARON

2006-01-11T14:49:00.000+07:00

Dear Aaron,

Today I feel really bad. You wouldn't know how much I miss you, how many hours I spend to thinking about you. It had been awhile since we broke up. I tried to tell you how sorry am I, I tried to get you back before. But this time I know you would never come back to me. The last time I saw you, you took me to the Skytrain station and you said good bye to me, just like normal--like you always do. I didn't even notice there was something going on, I didn't notice that would be the last time I will see you.

Everyday, you keep telling me I will get better and time will fix everything. But did you know that ? Nothing could turn back time and nothing could back you back to me, and those are only things will fix me. Aaron, this morning I sent you text message and said how much I miss you, but you said you're getting better. That would show the different of us; you're ready to FLY like a bird, but look at me, I'm ready to FALL anytime soon.

The night before, I must have been thinking about you too much, I was crying and I fail asleep. Later at night, I dream of you. In the dream, you were there but you weren't alone. You were with someone, I called your name but you didn't turn around. You walked along with him. That woke me up, because it really hurted. I used to have you, you were all mine but maybe now or sooner you will belong to someone else and I can't take that. I got up and I started to cry and cry.

I thinking about everything. You always wonder why am I so weird to keep everything you gave me; the note that we wrote to each other, chocolate cover, movie tickets, train tickets and every little small things. It because I can think of you-of us and what we did together.I read the note that we wrote to each other on the day that you came to my school and sat in my class. We couldn't talk, so we wrote down on the paper, I still keep it. I look at the chocolate cover from Malaysia that you bought me from the trip. It didn't really remind me of the taste of the chocolate, but it reminds me of the day that we can't wait to get back together. I skipt the class because I really miss you and when we met, you came down stair to pick me up. You got a new hair cut and made you look handsome, and you kissed me. I look at the movies tickets, but one that I would never forget, the one that we were at Sukumvit, we did a nasty things in the cinema and everything we talked about it, we always laughed and everytime I think of it alone, it makes me smile.But the only thing I should have keep more, is the photo of you and me. We don't take many photos together, I don't know why. But the two I have now, are the one that I love the most; you kissed me in the photos.

Did you remember the night that you were spending at my house? I hold you, I told you I really love you and I never felt like that to anyone, neither any of my exs. So now, everytime when people asked me how many boy friend I have got, I said 'one'. And did you remember, I told you, you are the best I've ever had. And even now you left me, you still are.

Love,
Paul.

My Short Story

2006-01-07T20:40:00.000+07:00

Hey guy, I've done my first short story. It's called A Three Days Relationship.

But I'm looking for someone to check for the spelling adn etc.

So if you're interested in helping me. I would be really please.

You know what to do, contact me pice14old@hotmail.com

Thank you,

Paul.

Another CHEATING----

2005-12-21T14:40:00.000+07:00

After been chaeting on the Speech Contest. ---

My school is located in the Education Serviced Office Phatumtanee Area 2. I was the choosen one to received the schoolarship/prize from the King.

But they will only need one for Phatumtanee area to recieved it. So, I will have to deal with another person from another school.

The people from the ESOPA 2 told the result will come out on Friday 16th. When it came to Friday, they said, they're not ready, so will tell on Monay. And I starting to know that they playing game, becuz I will have a compitition on Sunday. If I won I will get schoolaship, if I don't win--that mean I lose it all.

And guess what ? It's true!!! I don't get it, a girl from another school won.

Life is sux, it's nothing fare here, in Thailand. If you're dont have nothing for them in turn, then you will never get anything. I couldn't make ESOPA 2 famous, from winning the speech contest==they know people cheating on me. But they don't care, as long as it's not their feeling-not their family members, not their son, not themselves, but it just me.

When I won, they like me, they get some money for suppourting about particing the Speech for the next level, but I get nothing--I never see the money that the Ministry of Educaton trafer to the ESOPA 2. I dont even get a glass of water when I praticing with my teacher every day until 6 pm or late at night. They don't know how tired we were.

fuck it, doesn't matter. I will never do anything for em again. Never ever--remember, was but never again-FOOL.

Paul.

Speech Contest; Final Round, CHEATERS

2005-12-18T19:30:00.000+07:00

I went well today, and I did my best as everybody said so. When I got on the stage, I can made everybody turn around and listen to me. I gave the speech which was better than ever. And everybody had enjoyed it. They were smiling, and when I answering the questions; everybody like them--they laughing with it, they agree with me. Even when I walk down and sat, everybody around wanted to shake my hand, and two girls beside me said I was very good and should be between 1st-3rd place

I know I wasn't the best there, becuz there is another guy from Surin, he was very good, his voice, his presentation===but still, I thought, I should be in 4 of them.

The come out; the worst people, they everybody thought he would have won. He won it, which was very confused to all the people there. But who knows ? the judges come from the same provied, like him. And his is a son of a BIG PEOPLE. And the second prize goes to a girl from the best school in Thailand==she didn't do well at all--she just came from the school they PEOPLE BELIEVED THAT IT IS THE BEST SCHOOL IN THE COUNTRY--the 3rd prize goes to that guy--who should have won. And the 4th place go to my friend. She was the best of the girls today.

I know I did my best, and fuck them all-- I gave up now. They all cheater, and guess what ? When people asking to see the result, they said they can't show them. What are they so scary of ? All the places I've been, winning and losing--you can ask to see, what's your weak point and why did you lose the point. They're such cheaters. Everybody disagree with the result.

I just want to tell you that, THAILAND WILL NEVER-EVER--GETTING ANY BETTER-- BECUZ THERE NEVER RUN OUT OF CORRUPTION-CHEATER-LIAR

Later, I met the BIG PEOPLE's son, he look so poud that he won it. Can anybody tell him that-- FUCK YOU-CHEATER!!!

Love Song For No One

2005-12-12T14:31:00.000+07:00

Love can be a many splendored thing

Can't deny the joy it brings

A dozen roses, diamond rings

Dreams for sale and fairy tales

It'll make you hear a symphony

And you just want the world to see

But like a drug that makes you blind,

It'll fool ya every time

The trouble with love isIt can tear you up inside

Make your heart believe a lie

It's stronger than your pride

The trouble with love isIt doesn't care how fast you fall

And you can't refuse the call

See, you got no say at all

Now I was once a fool, it's trueI played the game by all the rules

But now my world's a deeper blueI'm sadder,

but I'm wiser tooI swore I'd never love again

I swore my heart would never mend

Said love wasn't worth the pain

But then I hear it call my name(The trouble with)

Every time I turn around

I think I've got it all figured out

My heart keeps callin' and I keep on fallin'

Over and over againThe sad story always ends the same

Me standin' in the pourin' rainIt seems no matter what I do

It tears my heart in two

The Trouble With Love Is OST LOVE ACTUALLY

Backstreet Boys Live in Bangkok

2005-12-02T13:18:00.000+07:00

Guess what ?

BSB live in Bangkok. LOL

Date: Jan 22nd 2006
At :Impact Arena
Time: 8.30 PM
Price : 3800,3000,2400,1800,700 baht

Backstreet Boys were, in many ways, a contradictory band. Comprised entirely of white, middle-class Americans, the group sang a hybrid of new jack balladry, hip-hop, R&B, and dance club pop that originally found its greatest success in Canada and Europe, with their 1996 debut album charting in the Top Ten in nearly every country on the continent; ironically, success in their native land did not follow until nearly two years later.The core of Backstreet Boys is cousins Kevin Richardson and Brian Littrell, who both hail from Lexington , KY. The two began singing while they were children, performing in local church choirs, as well as festivals, where they sang doo wop and new jack R&B in the style of Boyz II Men. Two of the other remaining members, Howie Dorough and A.J. McLean, were natives of Orlando , FL , who met each other -- as well as transplanted New Yorker and fifth Backstreeter Nick Carter -- through auditions for local commercials, theater, and television. At one audition, the three discovered that they shared an affection for classic soul and could harmonize together. In no time, they were singing as a trio. Shortly after the trio had formed, Richardson moved to Orlando , where he became a tour guide at Disney World; at night, he concentrated on becoming a professional musician. Eventually, he met Dorough, Carter, and McLean through a co-worker, and the four decided to form a group, naming themselves after an Orlando flea market; Littrell was invited to join to make the band into a quintet Through a friend, record producer Louis J. Pearlman, the band secured management from Donna and Johnny Wright, who put the group out on the road and had several A&R reps come see the Boys perform live. Eventually, Jive Records became interested in the band, signing the group in 1994. Jive/Zomba set Backstreet Boys up with producers Veit Renn and Tim Allen and they labored over the album with the band for several months. The group's eponymous album was released throughout Europe in late 1995. The record was a success, spending several weeks in the Top Ten in most continental countries where it charted. In the U.K. , Backstreet Boys were named Best Newcomers of 1995 at the Smash Hits Awards thanks to their international hit single "We've Got It Goin' On." After scoring another European hit with "I'll Never Break Your Heart," the group released their eponymous debut album in Europe and Canada in late 1996; it was a success, spending several weeks in the Top Ten in most of the countries where it charted. Despite their popularity in Europe and Canada , "We've Got It Goin' On" stalled in the lower reaches of the U.S. charts in 1995; this may have been due to the fact that the American version of Backstreet Boys was not released until 1997. Combining their international singles with new tracks (which also formed the centerpiece of that year's European-only album Backstreet's Back), the American Backstreet Boys finally began their rise to U.S. success, scoring hits with the singles "Quit Playin' Games (With My Heart)" and "As Long as You Love Me" (the former of which went platinum). The album continued to spin off hits into 1999, with "Everybody (Backstreet's Back)," "I'll Never Break Your Heart," and "All I Have to Give" all landing on the charts; both the former and the latter were platinum Top Five hits, and the album ended up with sales of over 13 million copies. In the meantime, the group saw its share of turmoil; Littrell underwent surgery in early 1998 to correct a congenital heart defect, and the Boys became embroiled in lawsuits against Pearlman and the rest of their management over royalties for most of the rest of the year. When the dust settled, Pearlman remained the group's manager (though the rest of the team was fired), and the Boys began work on their follow-up album.

(from thaiticketmaster.com)

Well, and guess what ? a friend at my school said, his father working at Virgin Radio Thaialnd and he will probably giving me the tickets. LOL. I don't know what to say. But hey, I don't like backstreetboys now. I used to. when I was 13 yso. But now I'm 18. And I don't think I'm going. But if I got a free ticket, maybe I wil.

Paul.

My Top 5 Playlist

2005-12-01T12:50:00.000+07:00

November TOP 5 Play List

1.Crazy : Simple Plan

"Is everybody going Crazy--won't anybody gonna save me ???"

My favorite Punk Band

2.Blind : Life House

(Jason W. in MV BLIND)

"I'd fall alseep only with hope and dreaming. That everything will be like it was before"

"After all this time, would you ever wanna leave it. Maybe you couldn't believe it that my love for you is blind And I couldn't make you see it.When I love you more than you ever know.A part of me die, when I letting you gooo"

3.Better Together : Jack Johnson

It's always better when we're together"

Jack Johnson -- cycling-cute :)

4.Split, Screen, Sadness : John Mayer

John Mayer:Look at his lips (Hmmmmmmm)

"So, I'll check the weather wherever you are cuz I wonder if you can see the star tonight"

5.Sitting, Waiting, Wishing : Jack Johnson

Jack Johnson (Again)

One of my friend asked if would I be his bf ? I don't know, but I wouldn't mind to be his buddy for a while.Look at his hairy chest. LOL **Kidding***

You can share your top play list on a comment box.

My First Journal

2005-11-30T15:46:00.000+07:00

Ohhhh yeah ,

It's good to be back here, again. After 's bin waiting for DIARYHUB for almost 3 months. Firstly, It said, will be working in a month. But now, I think it already closed down for some reason.

Anway, I will posting my journal here from now on.

Have a nice day
November 30' 2005

PS. BTW I've lost my phone.